I’ve always been in relationships. I have also said the “l” word when I didn’t mean it. At the time I think I thought I knew what it meant, and I think I thought I felt it. It’s different now, it’s real now.
I have never felt so much love. I feel full of love. I feel complete. I feel the greatest feeling I’ve ever felt.
The past two weeks have been trying on out relationship. Scott’s been in Europe for almost two weeks. It’s the longest time we’ve ever been apart. I miss him… a lot….. but being apart has made me see exactly what we have. We have love, we have passion, and most importantly we have each other. I’m not saying it’s been easy. We’ve had our share of arguments and there were times that I wasn’t sure if it would last. And just when I thought it may be over he would surprise me. He has never given up on us.
We are so silly sometimes, and I LOVE that. We act like children sometimes. We tell stupid jokes and wrestle around, but in the middle of it all, when our eyes meet I see something I’ve never seen. I see my life, I see my future, and I see love.
I can’t put it to words, and I now know that is the meaning of love. Love is indescribable sensation that makes you yearn for more. I yearn for more.
