Okay I dont even know where to start. I’m so lost in my thoughts right now. First things first. For those of you who don’t already know I moved. I moved into a house with my a girl named Erin. We are getting along great and I really love her.
I’m back at Woodard… but I’m not happy at all. I’m getting so burnt out here. I’m always stressed out and I’m always unhappy. I need to move on. I need to get my priorities together. I have a part time job at applebee’s now too. A friend can get me a job at the Coach store. I may take it. I just need to get my head right. As of now it takes me 40 minutes to get to work, on a good day. I have to be there a half hour before my shift. So all together it’s about a 10 1/2 hour day. NOT FUN anymore. And to make matter ever worse apparently every time I’m not a full half hour early to work I am getting tracked by a supervisor. I know, I know… if I dont like the rules then I know where the door is… and that is fine by me.
Next subject… Oh the joys of a relationship… Scott and I are doing okay. We haven’t been fighting much and we are getting to spend a lot of time together. One problem… Marcus. We have been talking a lot. I love Scott with all my heart, but I really enjoy talking to Marcus. I’m very honest with Scott about it but it’s still always on my mind. So I dont know what I’m going to do about that situation. I’ll keep you posted.
Now on to my house situation. The guy that lives down stairs, Kevin, is being a real asshole lately. I can’t even stand him anymore. At first we tried to all be friends and hang out but over time I just realized that our personalities clash. BIG TIME. I just get so annoyed when he thinks he’s better than us. And I can only be so nice for so long…
I know this doesnt sound like much but all this combined has got me stressin out BIG TIME! =/
